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HELLO! im now officially 17 alr! finally. HAHAH (:
many many many many thanks to: michelleTAN, bowen, chris, xiaomei, jiunhoe, qq, daddy, kel, kenghao!, kristin, violet, seehwee, mingwei, lihong, dovanson, bryan, zhihan, wenyuan, lihan, yuan xin, menghow, joel sim, daniel, dazzle, aining, diane, rashidah, shairah, chaijun, wysen, yanhong, andrea, shinyu, hwee sian, hengky, kah wee, shiqi, serene, ser min, jemima, alan, zhaoxiang, meixin, junyu, sherilyn, kiatyun, eLing, fatin, beatrice, joyce, angela, jacob, larre, yvette, ms lee, mdm hidayah, yingen, jessie, shuling, fiona. HAHA if there's someone whom i did not mention, im so sorry. tell me and i'll add in for you again (:
you guys really made my day. HEARTFELT THANKS. loveYOU guys (:
OFFICIALLY 17. (:
im happy happy happy! i really love you guys. THANK YOU (:
You'll Never Walk Alone* 10:55 AM
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Friday, July 28, 2006
FINALLY.. it's over. meridian leaders day have officially been over. it really has been a hectic and tiring week, but there's really this great sense of satisfaction after everything is done. seriously. hahah (:
it has really been great working with ser min, yuan xin and bowen. they always never fail to bring joy and laughter into my life, esp yuan xin who thinks he's funny. HAHA. loveYOU guys! (:
anw ms quek treated US and eunice to crystal jade today for lunch. HAHA. thank you, ms quek for the nice lunch! (:
anw i was not really happy today, kinda tired too.
BUT IT'S ONE MORE DAY TO COLLEGE DAY.& MY SPECIAL DAY. (:
so i shall start being happy again. anyone want to ask me out tmr? lol (:
till then;
God bless (:
You'll Never Walk Alone* 4:07 PM
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
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AHH. SO BUSY jus finished doing the powerpoint slideshow for LTC2005. so time-consuming LA. but after meridian leaders day, everything would go back to normal, i hope. (:
anw, we had class CIP today! didnt walked 10k i think. it was kinda short la. i think the whole system abit screwed up LOL and we went for breakfast almost as a class. AND WE JUS LOVE CAM-WHORING. hahah alright, i shall post up the photos next time alright? (:
anw, today i went home with kristin and i saw mingwei on the train. if im not wrong, he's going home from sunday service. lol didnt notice him until he called me. OH how much i've missed HIM (: and he is stil as goodlooking as ever! it's a pity i didnt talk to him alot. mus catch up with you okay, mingwei? (:
have alot alot of homework undone! so i shall be a good girl and mug well tonight! AHHH. okay, shall hang in there!
till then;
God bless! (:
You'll Never Walk Alone* 6:45 PM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
today, mjc had their MTPS (meet the parent session) and of cos, my parents had to go down to mj to meet mr audi. my results were real bad, i feel so guilty now.
and im like so paiseh LA. i cried in front of mr audi and mrs quek, for no reason. my parents didnt scold me or anything LEH. lol guess im someone who cries easily and i dont like it when my parents dont scold me, but talk to me nicely instead. they so can make me cry, esp my daddy. i so love you, mum and dad (:
btw, today is AHS founders' day. so sad i cldnt make it back. but anw HAPPY 50th ANNIVERSARY! i didnt go cos i had to go for my cousin's happy 1 month. aww she's real cute. and i so so LOVE BABIES. she looks so peaceful when she's in my arms aww so sweet and cute! (:
lastly, my birthday is coming if you do rmber. lol it's on 29th july HOR. be nice &rmber it okay? and and going for the 10K walk tmr. =D
need to mug before i slp tonight. 8 weeks aint that long anw, so hang in there alright! lollol. jiayou! (:
i want sunflowers! (: okay, im so random. God bless! ((:
CRUSH
You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i fell
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...
You'll Never Walk Alone* 8:00 PM
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
hello people! im back to blog again, and yes alan, now i know you read my blog. LOL yepp anw yesterday was 19th july 2006 and it marks the birthdays of 2 people i love. firstly; my brother who is 4 years older than me. secondly; THO SHULING, spastic girl! HAHAH. happy 21st birthday to KOR and happy 17th birthday to SHULING! =D yeah, yesterday went to celebrate kor's birthday at changi hotel. it was buffet dinner and the servings were real small. LOL but lucky can order as much as you like so it was stil okay. lol (:
but before the celebration, i had the meridian leaders' day rehearsal. yeah and the emcee read my name wrongly and wrongly and wrongly LA. not only my name, ser min's one also! but it's okay, i can understand. LOL yeah then i rushed home and daddy picked me up at the bus-stop outside kahwee's hse. then i rushed home and bathed as quick as possible, jus to find out that my brother didnt even bathe. yeah, so my whole family with pofun went down to have dinner. and i came home like super late, like around 10! then i feel like slping already, tried to read chem, but kept slping =x feel so guilty now. HAIYO.
anw i've sent my photo to www.smiles2006.com im gonna be so excitd if they use my photo! LOL (:
im happy today, are you happy? (:
till then;
God bless! (:
You'll Never Walk Alone* 8:02 PM
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
hello! it's time for me to update alr. HAHA. school have been quite busy you know. got back results and it is REAL bad. and promos are coming! AHHH. mug hard, zhirong! not only this, tutorials and homework are piling up like mount kinabalu (or even higher than that) HAIYO. so fast year-end alr. time seriously flies. (:
and i so so miss my secondary school days AIYO. i miss 4f la. butbut! we're having dinner together soon yay! so happy now! (:
anw, im suddenly so into backstreet boys again. i think "as long as you love me" very nice LEH. i keep repeating the song over and over again& i keep singing to myself HAHA. someone sing to me? LOL then today i wait for bus VERY VERY long, so tired already stil stand there wait =(
dont worry, zhi rong PERSEVERE! (:
as long as YOU love me (:
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
Chorus:
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
Chorus
Bridge:
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you are comin' from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby.
Chorus
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
(Repeat to fade)
You'll Never Walk Alone* 10:14 PM
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
i feel that im not myself nowadays. not zhirong anymore. i feel that my life has like no meaning and reason you know. i dont really know why this is happening and i really dont like this, but it jus happens. i seriously dont like LA.
i feel that im blank inside, like jus an outer shell and my soul's gone. im so not myself nowadays.
i need You. i need that friendship back.
You are my all in all.
You are my strength when I am weak,
You are the treasure that I seek,
You are my all in all.
Seeking You as a precious jewel,
Lord to give up I'd be a fool,
You are my all in all.
Jesus, Lamb of God, worthy is Your name.
Jesus, Lamb of God, worthy is Your name.
Taking my sin, my cross, my shame,
Rising again I bless Your name,
You are my all in all.
When I fall down You pick me up,
When I am dry You fill my cup,
You are my all in all.
God, give me the strength
give me back myself. i want it back. i need it back.
i need You now. =(
You'll Never Walk Alone* 9:19 AM
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
england's out of world cup. and zhirong's so sad. cos i dont want england to be out of world cup. i want england to win. have been crying myself to bed las night. ='( AND brazil is OUT also like HUH. this year's world cup is a FLOP. seriously
anw, today's youth day. so happy YOUTH DAY to all youths (:
and it's my dearest sister's birthday today too! so happy birthday girl. stay happy and study hard okay? (:
so my family went out for dinner at changi airport's fish and co in celebration for my sister's birthday. HAHAH had a great time. my brother was trying to be funny and changed to a new version of "chase the rabbit". it became [chase the rabbit chase the person]. ERMM. yeah anw here's a pic of all the eaten food. enjoy!
however, i stil love england& gerrard. (:
till then;
God bless
You'll Never Walk Alone* 2:04 PM
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